Lack of Posts

I would like to apologize for the lack of posts. I mentioned a while back that I was having trouble with insomnia. Going on two months now. Some nights are better than others. Tried one medication that is considered a light sleeping aid/anxiety for short term usages. It seemed to help a little in the beginning but then tapered off. I have been off of it for about five days. Last night has been the worst. It is now 6 in the morning and I have actually been up all night. Very surreal being up when everyone else in the house is asleep. A couple of months ago I was also given a prescription to help with anxious feelings which in turn will cause the insomnia, once I read the side effects it scared me off of trying it. But now two months later I think I am just going to have to take the plunge. Not sleeping is just awful. Every night I dread going up to bed because I know what awaits me, which in turn causes the anxious feelings that do not allow me to fall off to sleep. A vicious cycle. So tonight I will take my first anxiety pill and hope for the best. Your prayers would be very welcomed right now as I work my way through this troubling time.